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Langkawi - Duty Free State!

2008-02-26T17:49:00.003+08:00

Alright langkawi.. First of all i wanna say, Why the hell would someone sell Coke when u can get Carlsberg at the same price!? I still cant seem to know why lol

Alright first we went island hopping that actually involves a lot of islands but we only went for 3.

The first was the beautiful beach.....And monkeys! omg these monkeys are fucking brilliant.. If they see the boatman they would just walk off... BUT! if they see new faces they would just go close to u and give that face where it says "Give me food...please....OR I'll bite u and give u rabies!!! JAJA!!" Well that's my perception lol.. Anyhow to whoever is to visit that place, dont bring a plastic bag cause they can just take it off you like how i would like my monkey to steal handbags.

Alright after knowing that i got so many pictures to upload.. Might as well you guys just view it thru my facebook lol.. Too many to post up nia.

Going Paintball this sunday, let's just hope i dont get shot in the ass or face. =/

Bad News

2008-02-18T15:33:00.002+08:00

Alright, ive just came back from langkawi and that's quite a good news =p
For the bad news is that, my cousin is diagnose with lung cancer and it's already filled up 80% of his lungs. Guess he already knew that 6months ago but we only knew it a few days back. It's a huge dissapointment to me as he's still so young and to top it off he's the first in the family tree to actually got cancer. This suck big time.. The doctor said he has a max of 3weeks... that's max..!! wtf..

I'll post pictures of langkawi when it's time to do so, all i can say is that i hope everything happens for a purpose even if it's good or bad.

"God Bless His Soul Up in a Place One Wishes To Go"

Good people die young

2008-02-11T06:17:00.000+08:00

Prayer for Kanser

i once knew a friend

You were so happy back then

A friend with the same blood running thru the vein

I never knew you were in such pain

A friend in a broken family with a run away dad

Didnt know you were that sad

But you made it seem not so bad

Im sorry, i wish i knew you better

To help you in anyway that matters

It was once small now it's gotten greater

I'll pray to god our healer

our saviour

our redeemer

To lift you up from that bed sick with cancer

You are too young to receive such curse

Of everyone in the tree you are the first

Why does this happen without a purpose

To make this cancer so quickly to disperse

I'll pray for you

As this is all i can do

To pray that you'll soon come home

This is a dedication to my cousin who is sick with lung cancer and hope that he would get better.

The fading picture

2008-02-07T17:06:00.000+08:00

Im waiting holding on to something that i thought was there

Everyday goes by and the less you seem to care

Was so sure by then that this was real

am so sure right now that this door is seal

Is it me or is it you?

What am i suppose to do

Everything is still up to you

Waiting, holding, wishing this might come true

You are confused & are not ready for this reality

Rejecting this willl leave you guilty

Rejecting this might leave you happy

Is it you or is it me?

Now i know this will not meant to be

I've said what that is to be said

To not let what we have here to soon fade

I wanna have a chance to love you

To hug you

To say that "I Love You"

And nothing will ever break us into two

Now that things seem so clear

Ive seen it to come and so i fear

Patiently waiting for an answer

If you do just say you love me

as this silence is killing me

If you dont i'll just vanish without a trace

Leaving you one less problem to face

If you are reading this, all im trying to say is to save this awkwardness by telling me before we meet up as "no" seems to be your hardest word.

Love Sick,

- This is the last post of this blog as it will be temporary/permanently on hold till further notice -

Making memories

2008-02-05T15:51:00.000+08:00

Ok, there is nothing much to talk about today but well im trying to stop smoking but well it's kinda been a bumpy road lately lol. Im bored so well here's what's in my music playlist and will stay for quite sometime this way haha..

My Emo Playlist

1. Amber Pacific - Gone So Young

2. Amber Pacific - Poetically Pathetic

3. Amber Pacific - The Sky Could Fall Tonight

4. Secondhand Serenade - Your Call

5. Secondhand Serenade - Maybe

6. Matt Kearney - Nothing Left To Lose

7. Thousand Foot Krutch - This Is A Call

8. Thousand Foot Krutch - Rawkfist

9. Thousand Foot Krutch - Breath You In

10. Forty Foot Echo - Beside Me

11. The Spill Canvas - All Over You

12. Circa Survive - The Greatest Lie

13. One Republic - Stop & Stare

14. Stereophonics - It Means Nothing

15. Cartel - Honestly

16. Lifehouse - Whatever It Takes

17. Rise Against - Prayer Of The Refugee

18. A Perfect Circle - Counting Bodies Like Sheep To The Rhythm Of The War Drums

That's all for today. Going genting tonight for a drink ;)

Beaver Out!

Your Call

2008-02-04T06:19:00.000+08:00

Been thinking too much today, Am i desperate or am i just afraid..? I know the devil is here to mold every thought i have in my head. Vulnerable, Weak, Tired & Cloudy Mind got the best of me. It's a rollercoaster of feelings running in my heart getting thru to my brain leaving me restless and insecure of something that has not happen. I "was dreaming, am wishing and will be praying" that this would go well as what i intended it to be.

Would you take this shot for love?

Would you hold my hand and never let go?

Would you take a bullet and never regret?

Would you love me till this flesh turns to dust?

Would you just let me go like a string on a puppet?

Your Call,

Secondhand Serenade - Your Call

You are like a drug.

2008-02-02T17:16:00.000+08:00

Yet again am always dreaming of you when i go to sleep. I miss you so much that words cant describe how i feel, i dont know why i am actually posting this eventhough i know that u can see this. - -'
but well a blog is still a blog.. so well i gotta write something.

So I'll waste these nights for a while

But I'll be holding on to you forever

And this is where my heart is cold and torn

As I read the words you wrote last night, the butterflies are creeping through my spine.

I miss you so much baby.

*Beaver high on a drug named "gniy iep". ROFL..

- A pill like substance that causes blurness, excessive thinking and weak feeling in certain limbs of the body during close proximity -

Sleepless Nights

2008-01-29T02:24:00.000+08:00

Well to start off with the title, Yes.. Im lacking of sleep these few days due to unknown circumstances. I dont know why but lately when im about to sleep I'll be thinking of you. Been awhile since ive felt this feeling again. Yet again im smoking like a chimney wondering if Adolf Hitler killed more innocent people or "The British American Tobacco Group" did. For all i know, Adolf didnt get any profits from it more than them *Boo for u Adolf....(Sucka)*

Alright now, Ive just watched Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street on the 27th of January(Sunday) with Martin, Benjamin & crap i forgot the other dude's name. All i can say is that.. It's like a demonic Disneyland version of movies. For heaven's sake, who the hell sings while slitting a person's throat? and worst yet having a psycho "Wife" to bake pies with them bodies..? If it's not bad enough, they throw in Sacha Baron Cohen into the movie!!?

For those who dont know who Sacha Baron Cohen is.. Here's a picture for you to refresh your memory.

The Famous Kazakhstani Journalist that brought you the movie named "BORAT!"

Anyhow it's still a great movie to watch..just the singing part really gets to u in the end. Try 2hours of non stop Soprano singing. You'll just feel the chill up your spine.....or is it the air conditioner. =p

Ok, after the movie we basicly went to this mamak called Mosin that is just situated close to One Utama in TTDI. To our suprise we saw a JUMPING RAT! transfering food from the road into his home. After many attempts to try to videocam the JUMPING RAT!! (We wasted 3 limes & a roti canai to get this) - -'

LET ME PRESENT TO YOU!!

" THE JUMPING RAT!! "

- The End -

OMG! I actually started a blog.

2008-01-26T19:35:00.000+08:00

Alright, This is my first ever blog that i actually started and am trying to keep updating it as much as possible. Do try to look out for these phrase

"Sorry that i haven't been blogging recently"

If you do notice this, remind me to keep updating it =P

Credits to Pei Ying & Martin to actually talk me into blogging. Touché!!

Rawr!! RaaaaWRR!!

- ROFLMAO!! -